sugartalking | A Tender Memory

Not sure if the friend will ever find this but if you look at the time we chatted about this and it lines up, yeah it's probably me. Hii

So, today was a very nice day for me. I found the account I used to write fanfiction on (Not on here, but a different platform) and god was it nostalgic to look back at how I wanted to be a writer and had passion for it.

I remember having very fond feelings about writing them, and I still feel fond after re-readiing the stuff I wrote years ago today. If you're curious, I used to write for mostly straight pairings and characters. Tho I did try writing for a gay mlm pairing like a few times but honestly despite that, I was, and still am, incapable of being passionate for an mlm ship. No, I'm not homophobic. It's just. If you asked me to gush for them or be a dedicated for them, I'd fail. Trust me, I've tried. I've tried watching gay series and all and nothing gets me feeling the same passion I naturally feel for lesbian and straight pairings (that have depth and are interesting first of all of course). It's something about seeing a female character be loved by another character that she also loves back so, so much. I really like seeing that.

I think I should start writing fanfiction again. Should I? I should..

P.S. Thank you so much to that friend who complimented my younger self's writing <3 That lifted up my mood so, so much today <3